LiFe'S A .b.y.t.C.h.

something new

2007-02-15T02:48:00.000+08:00

hey peeps. i have change my blog's url. well. mayb a new start for me to blog often.

ask me for addy.

bliss

2007-02-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

you know when to say bliss.

i don't think must bestie knows them

2007-01-11T02:49:00.000+08:00

1. Name: Chan Yee Wen Charmaine
2. Nick: xiao ming, xue ming, mosquito, frog eyes, gold fish.
3. Middle Name: Rayne
4. Hair: genetically brown. very fine. Little hair.
5. Eyes: hazel brown
6. Height: 161cm
7. Location: Spottiswoode Park (if u know where that is)
8. Birthday: 12th September 1986.
9. Zodiac: Virgo
10. Status: complicated

[Favorites/facts]
11. Animals: I dislike animals
12. Sports: running, anything to do with sweating
13. Color: fusia, actually I don’t mind any colour. Colours makes people happy.
14. Song: r&b? pleasant to the ears please
15. Band/Singer: Kelly Clarkson, saliva?
16. Past time: shopping and sleeping?! what you say?
17. Flower: sunflower
18. Scent: ck one, ck be, ck summer, CKs lah!
19. Movies: I can’t remember
20. Holiday: Australia.
21. Season: Summer.
22. Element: I don't know. Can someone tell me please?? I think is fire.
23. Book(s): magazines counted?
24. Do you wear makeup: sometimes when I felt like it.
25. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: yes yes. But I dun even know how to do it myself.
26. Do you look for personality or looks?: I don’t even know. *questions myself.
27. How many rings before you answer the phone? I don’t answer phone calls. Even if I do I take a long time to answer them.
28: Perfect girl: No ONE is perfect alright!!!
29. Future Career plans: I want to climb in a corporate ladder.
30. Do you sleep with stuffies? No. if I did… they prolly end up on the floor after 15mins of my sleep??
31. Do you want kids? yeah.
32. Are you popular? I dunno. Ask my friends please!!!
33. Are you pretty: I don’t think so.
34. Do you have your own phone line?: yeah. Who doesn’t?!
35. Do you get along with your family?: I think so. Except my brother. But I kinda dislike my relatives. Wad do u tink?
36. Do you have any piercings or tattoos?: 4 ear piercings and that’s it!!
37. Giving hugs?: I love hugs.
38. Taking walks in the rain?: yes. But I normally fall sick after.
39. The mall?: OF COS. But I hate to shop with the crowd.
40. Go on stage?: I dislike it. I get stage frights.
41. Drink: polka green tea my all time fav. With an addition of peppermint?!
42. Smoke: yeah i smokes. marlboro menthol lights, dunhill frost, viceroy menthol lights
43. Drugs: NEVER. Does panadol and all the medicine count?
44. Eat meat: I’m a meat lover.
45. Date: That’s if I have something in common with the person to start with.
46. Sex: wooo.. male? Female?
47. Eat sushi: yeah.
48. Bake: I love to bake. But that happen only when I’m not lazy or doing for a special occasion.

[Preferences/facts/beliefs]
49. Hot or Cold: can I hav it in the middle?
50. Lace or Satin: woo that’s a hard one. Can I have both?
51. Blue or Red: red red red. Hot hot hot!
52. New or Old: new of cox.
53. Rain or Snow: I dunno.
55. Wool or Cotton: cotton.
56. Rose or Daisy: rose?!
57. Private school or public school: I dislike going to school!
58. Plain milk or chocolate milk: plain milk please! Some things you got to remain plain.
59. Celsius or Fahrenheit: can some one tell me wads the diff? Celsius I guess. I only can read Celsius.
60. Spring or Fall: spring.
61. Math or Art: maths. I’m not so arty farty.
62. One pillow or two: 2. many?
63. Dogs or Cats: I don’t like pets?!!!
64. Adidas or Nike: both!
65. Coke or Pepsi: coke coke coke.. coke light with lemon..
66. Oranges or Apple: I love fruits.
67. Deaf or Blind: I don’t want any!!!
68. Pool or hot tub: pool.
69. Blonde or Brunette: brunette. You know the saying about blonds?
70. Guys or Girls: woo. I like both.
71. Tall or short: tall please. I’m like so short already.
72. TV or Radio: tv tv tv!!!
73. Homosexuality: cool!
74. Brand names: everything has a brand yeah.
75. Branded or Non branded?: both.
76. Religion: roman catholic.
77. Animal Rights: get rid of all the animals please.
78. Love at first sight: is doesn’t last.
79. God: he's there. But I’m still questioning myself. Where’s my faith???
80. Aliens: I never believe in them!
81. Horoscopes: I don’t believe in them. They are always in accurate.
82. Heaven: I want to go there after I die.
83. Hell: nonono. I don’t want to end in there.
84. Reincarnation: I’ll try not to believe.
85. Transvestites: normal. Im a trannie don’t you know?!
86. Boy Bands: do they still exists?
87. Rap: I can’t even understand what are they trying to say.
88. 80's music: One night in Beijing!
89. Punk: ashton?
90. Whats the most beautiful instrument?: saxophone.
91. Whats the prettiest part of the body?: my eyes.
92. Biggest fault: trusting the wrong person.
93. Biggest fears: being too negative.
94. Do you live in the moment?: not really
95. Do you care about looks?: yes at times.
96. Do you like your handwriting?: yes.
97. Obsession: let me tink.
98. Looking forward to: seeing ya.
99. Favorite weather: not too hot and not too cold
100. Do you ever wish you were somebody else?: yes. I want to be a rich bimbo or why not just rich.

happy new year

2007-01-03T02:33:00.000+08:00

wah seh! look. time flies so fast and its another brand new year. seriously, in 2006 i was like 'wah lau why time pass so slow'. but when a brand new year start, you'll start to think 'i tot yesterday was only jan 2006'. that kind of thing you get wad i mean.

new year resolusions. i wont want to keep any. cause i know end of the day i will tend not to follow any. oh.. i forgot.. everyone 'happy new year' hope everyone will have a better 2007 lah.

nothing much to update you guys. actually im pretty lazy. ok lah. i'll promise to update a lil more often in future. dun grumble le la. you guys will turn older for grumble-ling and frownble-ling. ding a ring ring.

i just got my christmas present from pao face. it was a ppleasent surprise can. i superr love the surprise factor but not the fact when he told me he met with a car accident. thank god there's nothing wrong to bao face.

wad a nice new year to being with.

merry merry

2006-12-28T02:39:00.000+08:00

wah seh. merry christmas to one and all.

chore

2006-11-24T01:04:00.000+08:00

school is such a chore to me now. waking up and dragging my poor arse to school really kills me softly and its not helping when you know the weather is so good to stay at home to lie on the bed or just plainly be a couch potato.

accounting lesson suck. but well, lucky i have a lil smartness to understand wad on earth the accounts lecturer is teaching. law is a headache with all the big big names and case study to remember. marketing is boring when half the time the lecturer drifts to somewhere else. i mean its a chore to stay awake in marketing class. its like 9am early in the morning where all our brains start to ask us to go back to bed. can u imagine??!

woo. i was playing with my camera and the lightings of the place and the silly me decides to take silly pictures. [picture below] oh just a simple update on my super non happening life. i need my life back man.

i love you super bao*

roger over

2006-11-13T02:56:00.000+08:00

im glad you're back from dee down under. more crapping and more crapping sessions to come. clubbing shall we head next?!

back to school

2006-11-13T01:59:00.000+08:00

okay okay. the title says it all. im back in school and a full time student. accounts and law framework its killing me. omg. i wonder how can i survive this sem seriously. whatever it is.. i'll do all tutorials and try to be more hard working man.

well, the week before school starts i was working with ebara with the girls. nice time catching up and gossiping. this is wad girls so best am i right. after the first day of work.. we were all invited to pan pacific for dinner. we drag ourselves there only to realise.. good food waiting! all were too sleepy and tired to actually really enjoy the food.

having fun while working.

at the ebara's booth.

dinner menu at pan pacific.

okay im too tired. more updates tomorrow. nights.

fly me to the moon

2006-10-31T02:34:00.000+08:00

okay. no prizes for guessing whats all about with the title. cause somehow what ever im going to blog later doesnt link. so yeah.

weekends are always the same in sg dunch you agree? at times you can do something really different. but how different can it be balls. i love this weekend. nothing happening to start with. but i just simplyy love it can can? eh?!

friday. i headed down st. james powerhouse with bao face. moodiva. a new latin club. they send bao face invites.. so we headed down to check it out and it suck big time. we were there for merely 5-10 mins. thank god its near my place. if not im sure going to make super loads of noises. heehee. headed to zouk right aft that. well i would say music sound better last time. not that fantastic now tho.

saturday. was slacking in bao face's house. thinking of whether to head down to zouk for halloween. drop the idea in the end. im too lazy to play dress up you see. met irene and ken at marina square and we started all our nonsense all over again. blah. shitters! i guess i spread the irritating-ness to them mans. met girl friend for a while outside dxo. chatted awhile and decided to have supper at beauty world. woohoo. i hate pratas by the way.

sunday. the usual. lunch at maxwell with bao face. headed back home to rest and headed out for the usual sunday family dinner. heeh. ok. i finally watch sex is zero. i know i know im slow at least i watch it ler ok.

see. tho its not tat eventful. but im glad i had fun. some fun of my own. okay peeps. i got 2 free entry for zouk for this coming friday. interested please ring a ding aling.

bestie & PLP: yes. im finally back into the blogging world after taking such a long break.

desmond: im sorry. i'll blog often often. just for you eh. heehee.

ciao ciao.

moolah

2006-10-27T01:42:00.000+08:00

i need to work badly for the moolah. can you imgine life with out extra cash to get wad you want?! well i have been aiming certain stuff before school starts and aft loads of shopping/bank account damaging. omg. this is bad! i'm so going to wear all the clothes i bought for school. before i know it.. all the new clothes i bought for the fashion parade will turn old fast la. cox i seriously need to buy more clothes bags and shoes. fark. girls will be just girls. can never have enough of all these things. blame it on the things sg sells this season. as usual nothing says "buy me"! shitters.

i have been enjoying my days with 'bao face'. how's life without bao face? alil boring yeah. i need something to spice up my life a lil more and im so going to list down the things to do in sg man. is not all about shopping and movies can. i believe theres more to it. so any suggestions.?! tagged it down balls. please!! not the zoo zoo zoo. im not in the right mood to do so yet. no animals for the time be-ing. cant they pay me to view me instead of the other way round?! unfair lah. how about picnic? how does it sound? yummy?. woolalala.

i love coffee-ing with melting butter on my maple syrup waffles*

nights peeps.

a while ago.

2006-10-26T03:05:00.000+08:00

hello stranger.

its mid night

2006-10-25T01:25:00.000+08:00

im feeeling hungry now. im sorry peeps i have not updated for such along time. many things happen. too many things happen. i dunno where to start. from good things to bad one. oh my. i guess i need to put all these behind.

im starting school soon. 6 nov. im happy yet kindda feel the stress. uni life aint fun. these means no clubbing and i got to start mugging real hard to score well. i just saw my transcript for my diploma course. its rather bad. but im satisfied that i dun have to go through it anymore.

2 more weeks marks the end of my holidays. im so going to enjoy myself and work the shit out of me before school starts. went back to school to pay school fees and i realise no one there goes to school to study. its like fashion parade in school. these means i need to shop shop till i drop. i doubt i have enough clothes to wear ball.

oh new update to peeps who are not in sg. the new mega mall in sg has open. oh man. new place to shop and it 5 mins drive from my house. vivo city here i come. and and and st james power house woo lalalala. at new clubbing place yo!

im tired and i promise to blog more often. cheers!

hey peeps

2006-09-29T16:27:00.000+08:00

i know i have not been blogging that often. i'll be back soon. i mean real soon. wait for me. i'll be back.

like finally

2006-08-28T03:44:00.000+08:00

wow. its like FINALLY. i have decided to up date my blog wif an entry filled wif pictures. my week was hell crazy. no more nua-ing for me. i kindda had enough of it and the word clubbing makes me real sick and soft now.

all i want to do now.. sun tanning, have a cup of coffee with a good book, chilling and catching up with friends, watch all the nice movies and continue catching up with peeps.

well i kindda look forward for school to start. but yet again i hate books. why on earth do i want it to start early. prolly i want back my normal life too much. alright as i was saying about making my entry filled with pictures.. i shall do so now..

tuesday - met nic to watch the breakup. well i dislike the endding la. it suck. aft that i rush down and meet jayne sweets and twinnie to chill and gossip. my twin loves to gossip with us. haha. well i guess only me and jayne do the gossiping shits. haha.

wed - clubbing wif my dearest bestie aft so so so long and she agreeed to come over my place and help me pack my room. oh man. i just simply love you la and wif the rest of my babes too.

thurs - woo. meet anna and lav to have some goody coffee in town and unexpectedly club. not club actually.. is to go there and do nothing. prolly some starings man.

friday - twinnie's birthday celebration at zouk. woo.. mega loads of ppl and mega loads of familiar faces. we all had fun.

saturday - lquid's closing so we decided to head down for the last sat night they have. super pack with people. the music was good but i decided to leave early. all of us were so hungry. orders macs and headed to lav's house. beautiful house she has.

sunday - chilling at holland v. twinnie's birthday actual day. was rather alright la.

and now aft typing so much im tired. off to bed. nights people.

one crazy saturday we have.

superwomen

2006-08-21T02:49:00.000+08:00

haha. wad a title. haven really had the time to blog. but im so free now. i guess it must be the lazy bug in me. time flies really fast. before i knew it.. its a brand new week.

i need to workout. i must quit being so lazy. i need to at things done. ohohoh know wad?! im turning 20th soon. mayb in a blink. but i guess it would be a quiet one. with my girlies and close frens not forgetting the crew balls.

well i had a ok week at home nua-ing. plenty photos to post but am just too lazy to do it. wait wait till im not that lazy to post up then you guys can view all the pics and know wads going on in my life. the boring life i have. but at times im so enjoying the things im doing. the ppl i met. oh ohoh.. it just goes on.

im tired. good night.

alright

2006-08-14T05:35:00.000+08:00

.. i have decided to blog aft a long while.. was it that along actually?! who actually borthers to read this boring blog i have. anyways..

i just got back from hongkong last week. my aunt paid for my trip. was there with the crew and we experience typhoon. bad whether to shop and go out. wad the hell right. but overall the trip wasnt tat bad either.

hav been sleeping everyday ever since i got back. too lazy to move and get my big fat ass out of the house. watch ndp while sleeping on the sofa. dun ask me how i did that. i just have my ways.

moving on the a new enviroment soon. i need the moolah. since twinnie's birthday coming. got to get the gifts. wif out moolah how too buy. anyway i have yet to unpack my luggage. packing it was crazy unpacking it was worse. i hate this i hate. i practically dunno where to lay my stuff. maybe a spring cleaning needed.

who's willing to help. i need some love.. so im heading to bed with all the love from my pillows and blosters. pictures update soon. -yawn- morning!

ronald my love

2006-07-28T00:38:00.000+08:00

last friday i went to support gladys at zouk for some fashion show thingy. got free entry wad den can club at the same time so not too bad really.

i was having an affair with my fren's fren ronald on saturday at shanghai jazz. cool place to chill out and hav some drinks wif ur frens and hav a mini chat and some five ten to go.

mummy dearest

2006-07-22T19:14:00.000+08:00

.. and today is my mummsie's birthday another year older to the queen. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

until now she still hav not decide where to head for dinner. guess some seafood would taste superb. everyone is making suggestions while u sit in front of the com and type this out.

my week was still ok. wif all the work load, lack of sleep and lunch appointments. i manage to stay alife until right now. not too bad le lahx. 6 more days in the office im counting. cant wait to get my ass out there.. the 'backroom'.. it sux to the max.

aft my holidays. is out for job hunting. lester.. mux intro me in. okiex finally dinner.. im OUT!

where hav i been

2006-07-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

well. working this days hav been so shitty till i seriously got nothing to say. since im leaving the company. they started to throw more things for me to do. aint me going to be more relax. seriously i dunno wad are they up to. no way m i going to stay there. den again.. i will miss my super frens there.

well.. nothing much to update jux a few pictures.

woo lala

2006-07-07T02:12:00.000+08:00

lets start my week from sunday...

the birthday boy Junhao.

sunday - maddness. im just like a tour guide. travelling around sg. left the house super late to meet my gf and pass him his gift. aft chatting wif him and his fren. i headed down to pasir ris wif Justin to pass Junhao his bday prezzie and left. wow. all thanks to Gladys im not staying in his chalet. headed back to sengkang. fighting in Justin's house was fun. haha. den headed down to hougang to meet perry and winnie. went upper east coast road for supper at hk cafe and den home. you tell me lahx. its like pack to the brim.

monday - went for manicure aft work. i need to relax. met Yupeng and Zhixian for dinner at raffles city's cartel. headed to bq aft tat for a drink. den to swensen's at crown prince to meet my babes and hunks. chatted for a while. i couldnt take it anymore. its home home home.

tuesday - aft work met my dearest nua-ing fren for dinner at take's sushi tei. den to holland to chill at wala wala.

wednesday - went for a hair cut during lunch. super ex la. but wad is done its done. no more long hair. i snip it off. dinner at chinatown point wif winnie and perry. laters.. mambo night. met plenty plenty ppl there. rather pack but its not as pack as before. i had mega fun and mega cam woring. arh.. girls.. got home real late.. 5am.. all thanks to my dearest girlfriend.

and today.. i met Stacy to slack. so so tired. good night.

pris: my life not tat happening. meet soon. we need to take plenty plenty pictures.

jy: you know i miss miss you soo..

mari: have pangsai today. call me soon.

gladys: you owe me one for tua-ing.

bestie: stories to update. im rather sad now actually.

gf: thou u wont be reading this but still. take care when u're leaving me all alone in sg. i'll be missing ya badly.

exams over

2006-07-02T04:32:00.000+08:00

well. my exams finally ended and lets all jux pray for a pass. its so shitty. the worse fear i have is 'mind blank' and this time it really happen. how shitters and it get. anyway. my week..

monday - im totally cock. seriosuly. i tot my exam was today until i called my classmate. lucky he told me its tomorrow. so as usual. i stayed at home and mugg hard.

tuesday - went to school 2 hours earlier to study. aft my paper, went home to rest and head out and meet venie for dinner.bought 2 dresses from kai. wow. new clothes.. i loveee.. headed to sushi tei for dinner. we had fun talking non-stop. no moment of dullness. she's such a sweetie lahx.

met perry and winnie. went to watch 'scary movie 4'. super lame. chatted awhile aft movie venie had to go back due to morning shift. met mari for awhile and off we go.. bq for a drink and homie.

wednesday - woo.. slept the whole day and left for zouk at night wif my bestie and frens of cox. took mega heaps of photos. wasnt high at all. sian diao.

thursday - neva ending ot's. headed to partyworld aft that. i need to destress. as usual. girls meet girls equals to photo woring.madness.

friday - went far east. bought some top and a dress. feeling dressy lahx. starbucks for coffee and all headed home. im so so so tired lahx.

saturday - went out to meet mari about 9.30pm. walk around bugis street. got nothing. and i hate the bloody yellow box. is like wad 10% of the space is for smokers. die liao la like this. went to bq to meet peng. home and yes portugal won. gf.. i won my wake board trip.

now.. im going to bed. bth.

hey hiee

2006-06-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

a day out wif my funny fren.

golf.

i need old school days.

to the one i love

2006-06-24T15:22:00.000+08:00

i wont choose someone else to replace you.

what's life without you.

so dead

2006-06-21T02:30:00.000+08:00

im like so dead lahx. im suppose to study this week for my paper on monday and i have not touched anything yet. other den gathering some notes here and there and trying to remember a few sentance got me blogging. plus i hav made plans for tomolo. oh shitters.

sun tanning wif rachy in the morning followed by swimming wif my fatties and golf aftwards. night will be dinner and prolly MoS. oh man. how to pass u tell me. i dun wanna remodule again. so this time die die oso mux pass. oh man. will someone hit me on my head.

alright jux came back from west coast park. i had fun today. tho i suppose to be studying lahx. but it din work. shitters. i use to stay at home and study throughout. nownownow. i cant. temptations lahx. i just want to have some fun thats all. promise tomorrow last day. other den dat.. dinners only.

anyway. i hav lots of pictures i wanna post up. but im jux plain lazy to do so. so wait. wait till the laziness wear off first. but when will that be?! i'll try to do it soon lahx. sometimes i really wonder who actually reads my blog. so wordy so boring. wad eva. its for me to keep.

pris: when will parents wake up their ideas.

jy: i miss you everytime im out wif them. the same old 5 of us slacking around. plenty love.

bestie: im feeling super super. i dunno how to say. shes here in a way. please read in between the lines. how am i going to face ***?! is best tat i dun bump into her. make me stay away from everything. i want to dig a hole le lahx.

gladys: wei. meet up soon. but please. aft this week. im going crazy.

junjia: you bytch. u owe me plenty. pay back soon. meet me lahx. ass. i miss jux the two of us hanging around gossiping. you noe i need updates.

lester: i tink i need some rubbish sessions wif you.

happy father's day

2006-06-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

went over granddad's to have dinner. was so pissed jux waiting for my brother. all of us was ready to leave the house at 5.30pm. waited and waited and waited all the way till 7.45pm den we left the house. im so going to get my licence soon and drive. i cant wait anymore. so wad if his the only person here noes how to drive doesnt mean anything wad. i dun want to continue waiting like an idert. if my pdl allows me to drive. i hav done it. bloody ass. pissing me off. i sometimes wonder how nice if he hurry move out of the house. it'll be heaven.

got over. lucky this time no scoldings from my aunt. but i got one from my granddad. was scolding me for wearing too lil. hello all i wear was a spag top and a shorts. look at the weather its so so so hot. dunno wads wif ppl leaving in the past. i tot he's the coolest granddad anyone could hav. he has all the latest gadgets and stuff before anyone of us could get our hands on.

mayb he's cool to this extend and not open wif ppl who wears alil less den he does. wadeva. lesson learnt. learn how to wear more in future. period.

in pain

2006-06-18T03:52:00.000+08:00

in pain now. i dunno where the hell it came from. but my tummy hurts badly. the short sharp pain is killing me.

jux got back from liquid room. was there for only half an hour? maddness right? all thanks to tim. movie wif my babes was great. 'shes the man'. i want to learn how to watch soccer. until now im still abit clueless about all the offsides and stuff.

my week more or less the same. thursday i had my last lesson. which means no more night classes. great. but still i got to face tat farking textbook and notes till next monday. how bad can it be. aggrah. i need to get some study done and it will kill most of my brain cells.

i hope i jux pass and faster end.

mari: im sorry. will be meeting u aft my paper. i dun want to repeat again. sorry sorry sorry. and i love u still even when u dun. cloud nine again please.

stacy: flying kite flying aeroplane no more please. i mean to the both of us.

jy: are u counting down for me? jiayou to the both of us.

bestie: and again we din get to meet on sat wif meiyan. soon soon alright. ask that women when will she be free and no guys. anyway thanks for wed. i love....

xinny: great. you're back!

dom: i wanna i wanna i wanna..

fark

2006-06-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

i jux lost my wallet again. farking pissed off by my clumsyness.

and im sick again

2006-05-31T18:50:00.000+08:00

yes. as u can tell. din work today. the way my bodyache today din allow me to get my ass off my bed. took a day off from work. slept thru the day. the medi really works. and to my dearest cecilia.. my nose my nose.. arhhh.. i got flu. thanks ya.

i got to rush my assignment later. better finish it up cox it dues tomorrow and all of us are so dead. we got to redo everything. this is bad. bad bad bad.

anyway. i caught the whole movie of xmen3 on monday. so so only and that's how i got the flu virus. sway. sheesha at night was awesome.

and yesterday. i met up wif my classmates to rush through the darm assignment and laters too. i want to play i want to play. money please come in so i can do the above. paying my bills starts to kill me slowly.

money is/are always an issue.

updates

2006-05-29T02:48:00.000+08:00

just got back not long from mr bean with mari and dom. arhh.. the two fatties. ate slack and chill for awhile.

i got two shout outs to my two goody friends. CHRISTINA and JUSTIN. " HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!" all of us growing old. hitting the big two means one step before we officially declare as adults. im so sorry i couldnt turn up and celebrate ya birthdays.

anyway. my week was crazy and i mean c-r-a-z-y. i din do much things tho. i guess is the ppl i hang around wif.

monday. aft work i met mari kr and wd to catch dvc. almost fell asleep in the cinema. i rate less den two stars tho.

tuesday. met up wif my classmates and try to complete our assignment but we din manage too. we were too tired to continue. brain shuts right aft work. met up wif adeline to crap and continue crapping. i had fun laughing at her. much of the contents i cant remember tho.

wed. met my bestie aft work. bought dinner and headed to my place to slack and watch some tv programmes before heading to phuture. i did enjoy myself somehow tho. saw him there. din manage to talk to him. dun ask me why. supper and home. felt really irritated in between. but i hope all nonsense settled.

thurs. had dinner wif lestie boy. great time suaning each other. but i guess i got more. headed to bq's tcc chatted awhile and he left. met stacy lawrence and adeline there. catch dvc AGAIN. i got so bored and wanted to sleep during the first half hour of the show.

friday. a great day to rest. i slept so early. mom says she gonna buy 4d. i was home early and rested early.

sat. lunch at outbacks with mari dom and tf. beancurd at the old nafa. k-ing at katong. chapel court condo to slack. dom's house to slack more. tbp to catch the last half of xmen. geylang for supper and finally home.

sun. slept the whole day thru. wake up and watch my fav show. headed to granddad's for dinner. and the above.

i like my life like dat. plenty plenty things to do and many many ppl to meet and catch up. this should be the reason why i can let go things so fast. my dearest.. "FRIENDS" i dunno wad will happen to me if you guys arent there.

bestie: i hope u did enjoy ur bday. but saddly i cant be there to celebrate wif you. always pang sehhing me.

mari: you noe you noe.. how happy i was.. studee hard for exams please.

dom: thanks for everything.

bam bam

2006-05-21T02:55:00.000+08:00

woo. jux got home from watching 'over the hedge'. nice. wanted to catch da vinci's code.. couldnt get any tickets for that show. so i guess i prolly wait till next week. my week was great. super busy tho. wif all the classes going on. im all stress out wif books.. or i should say.. plenty plenty lines of words.

monday. went to school for some so called counseling for smoking in school. maddness. i tot i onlu get that in secondary school. not as tho i smoke in class or something. is like a bunch of adults smoking at the balcony. blame it on our laziness. anyway. i got suspended before i went for the counseling. how lame can that be.

met venie for dinner about 8plus 9. had some girlie talk during dinner and laters k-ing at partyworld. old school songs and sad songs still the best m i right girl. heehee. had fun cam woring. [upload the pics soon when im not tiniweenie bit lazy.] met stacy and aaron aft that for supper. dozing off at lao pa sat while the two enjoy their supper.

tuesday. ot-ing while waiting for my forever late fatcow. had dinner and headed down to yilyn's place for a session of mahjong and bitching. wow. i tell ya. home aft the game. slept like a dead ass.

wednesday. left office at 5 and headed home to sleep. i cant take it anymore. went to school for a while and headed home to sleep. slept till 10. headed to zouk. mambo night yesterday was alright. clubbing wif yilyn for the first time.. headed back home wash up and back to my bed. wah haha.

thursday and friday was school aft work. dozing off in class rather shiok. got to check out some guy in my class. mj. cute lahx. i jux notice him on friday. dunno wads wif my eyes. he's like in my class for 2months now den i notice him. omg. wads wif me. *slaps myself around*

and today. slacking in stacy's house had dinner and headed down to marina sq to get tickets for the show. met mari there and we started shopping till all the shop closes and decided its time for dinner. slack chill and play some stoopid games awhile we off for the movie.

i guess i can neva keep my blog short. wadeva lahx.

bestie: you you you. meet me soon. meet be before u hit the big 2. so it means u got to meet me by this week babe.

mari: being happy is the most important thing. screw the love bite i got.

pris: yes yes yes. how saddening.wed wasnt great. next time no bf when your clubbing wif me. kidding.

anna: you make me recount and now i dun even know when you're coming back. july?

xinny: perthy dates push backwards by two weeks so which means i might be coming on the 3rd week of july. plans will be made when you're back in this sunny island. oh oh oh.. and wakeboarding.

jy: im so glad im gonna see you again. lets count down together.

dom: looking thru the pictures i had wif youu makes me miss youu so. jux to let youu know i neva got over youu. my dearest hubby. always in my mind.

gladys: okiex. i dunno when but you promise to call and meet me soon. you better do. if not.. im so gonna cook you.

so tired

2006-05-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

im feeling so so tired. is as thou i hav not slept for days. the feeling is so so so terrible. my week was great. let me recall wad i did..

monday was dinner at sixth avenue. brizillian food. yummy. buffet style. but is rather ex tho. stacy and me ate like pigs who got lost in the jungle for many days wif out food. great experience. ppl going around slicing meat for you and u can jux remain on ur seat and jux gobble down your food. [pics will be uploaded when i get the pics from aaron.]

tuesday is maddness. work ot like no ones business all the way till 8pm or 8.30pm. was all shag out by the time i reach home. wanted to do up my assignment but i was way too tired to start off wif any.

wednesday. fatcow's bday. mega fun. oysters feast at fish tales and dinner at hot stones. den its MoS for a night of fun. dancing the night off. den its supper at kopitiam and a night a stran hotel. [upload pics when i get it.]

thursday - i was so late for work. all thanks to someone. super duper blur and stoopid. hai. got scolded anyway. went home to rest. a much needed rest and its jb aft an hour of rest. woohoo. supper and ciggys reload. talk to someone thru out the night. crazy lahx. by the time i reached home its about 7.45am.

friday. slept throughout the day. woke up and headed to stacy's house to watch some korean drama. nice nice. stacy and i almost cried lahx. haha. supper wif mari kr stacy and aaron. geylang's tim sum in the middle of the night is always as shiok. headed back to stacy's place and finish up the last disc. stacy remember 1/4? lets complete a circle soon man.

saturday. met stacy for dinner at simply thai. my phat thai is still the best. met up wif my ite frens for a while and off we go my secret garden to chill. and laters poseidon.

sunday. mother's day. as usual watch my fav show at 4.30pm. dinner outside was so so. but its something like a family gathering so not too bad. chilled out wif mari and now. im sitting here blogging. how lame. i should start to keep my blog short and simple.

bestie: you're badly miss by me and dinner soon soon alright.

joanne: saturday tea?

yilyn: dun go shanghai for so long lahx. you know i'll miss you.

mari: ni shi jui wu liao de ren.

anna: i lost count of how many mambos i got to wait till you're back in sg.

jy: i miss you plenty even when im not down. i love u lahx.

xinny: please do come back and mambo wif me.

giving all up

2006-05-07T02:24:00.000+08:00

jux got back from supper and mi3. not too bad not too bad. expected happy endings. "the rabbit feet" wth.

giving it all up. super pissed i got. over myself. AGAIN. haha. but i was alright aft awhile. aft many many thinkings.

alright. lazy to blog. hope everyone... problem free..

bestie: u're the girl. i love ya.

marilyn: please dun tink anymore. everything will be jux fine.

marc: do take care.

jy: u noe.. i miss u plenty plenty.

anna: 6 more mambos i hope. miss u gurlie.

youu

2006-05-02T00:50:00.000+08:00

got your call on saturday. i was surprise yet happy. when i saw youu outside i noe that i still miss youu plenty plenty.

sorry. i did try to keep the pact. that night. drinks were crazy. but the pact is still on am i right?

just to let youu know. i still miss youu so.

feeling crazy

2006-05-01T02:41:00.000+08:00

saturday. i had lots of plans. some undone tho. was busying shopping in town for half an hour while waiting for joanne. got some bad damage to my bank account. 300 bucks gone in half an hour. due to bad mood. my mood was lousy. super. got irritated by certain ppl the night before and it affected me badly.

headed to boon keng to meet lester. we went for ben's house warming. played majong and watch soccer match. man u vs chealsea. i left during half time. watching 22 ppl running to get a ball is lame. headed to stacy's house to change and off we go... makan sultra.

it was dxo later. the plan was suppose to dance our night way. but me and some frens started of drinking. in the end i got so high. lucky i still can walk. if not. cris got to carry me back.

jux now was dinner wif vins at pepper lunch. i was so farking hungry lahx. guys these days makes girls wait. bad bad bad. i'll be even later in future. my dear frens... please watch out.

my babes.

me fat cow my bitch and dolly.

bestie: thanks babe. aiyo. i told u i was ok. so auntie. keep asking whether i was alright. u dunno how much strength i use to reply every single time u ask.

stacy: eh. no more nonsense from me. i promise.

mari: choose wisely.

pris: im getting the vcd. when i finish... i'll past it to you.

anna: 7 more mambos. im counting down. i'll recover. im recovering. i jux recovered. haha.

jy: you dunno how much i simply miss you.

working blues

2006-04-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

im so sick. jux recover from fever. still having cough sore throat and flu. a bad one. i deserve it. had not been sleeping well. lack of beauty sleep. smoking and drinking like no ones business. i ended up so sick.

had been working recently at my uncle's office. a job that does not require brains. too sick to work. taking half day offs for the past three days. shiok. but this means my pay is not as much as it should be.

jux came back from mos. mood swings yet again. but im glad i finally found an answer to wad eva i want to know. thots straighten. feeling oh ohh ohhh so good now. its jux part and parcel of my life. got to get strong and learn as i go. plenty things to learn along my way.

stacy: thanks babe! dun eva mia from my life eva again. tho i always go to mars to hav my long holidays away from you. 12 years of friendship is not jux for saying babe.

dom: fei zai. if u're reading this. enjoy ya holidays. dun forget the gifts gifts. do meet up before u go.

mari: all troubles and bad thots go away. u noe im always here. a call away.

wenda: i cant believe u dun want to chill wif us. hope there's more chilling sessions to come by. mayb jux the 2 of us??? haha.

to those who play a part when i was down: plenty thanks and plenty kisses. i do appreciate everything you guys hav done. from worrying to caring to making me smile/laugh to tears to occupying my free time to endless calls/sms/msning. i do i do i do appreciate lots.

banana gathering

2006-04-24T02:45:00.000+08:00

went far east shopping centre for some russian food. celebrated my cousin's birthday. the food there not too bad. dun ask me about the price man. i din even look at it. but i heard its rather price-sy. the service simplyy sux tho. i told my uncle we should not pay for the service charge.

aft dinner. meet mari and tf. chilled a while at mac cafe and headed down to katong for some k-ing session. met dom there. had bananas while singing. crazy right. aft singing. went to macs for supper. chatted a bit and i started stoning. aft everything it was home sweet home.

9am got to report to work. off to bed. nights.

and

2006-04-23T16:49:00.000+08:00

... happy birthday to my dearest THERIS.

my week. crazy things i do. clumsy things i do. wads worse when u reach skool and realize that ur class actually change date. waste my time traveling down. big boo. nothing in my life right now seems interesting.

yesterday was dinner wif my girlies. it was mega lame shi-t when we headed down for coffee. chatted the whole while. i simply love it when u hardly get to see them and once we meet up is non stop chatting. thats one thing i love. a group of girls equals to bitching. more more of these. i need.

watched art of seduction last night wif mari and yilyn. not too bad. rather funny. a lil draggy. but i think its alright. slacked a while before all of us head back home.

i want to buy O.C. season 2. moolah please come in.

bestie: im so sorry. u noe i miss u badly too. chomp chomp soon soon.

mell: please stop crying. lets over come it. i cant help u in anyway other den providing u my ear. u got urself to overcome this and move on. saying is so much easier den doing but you got to try no matter wad.

jy: got my email. u went sand boarding and all wif out us. boo!

anna: i'll miss ya. 8 mambos before u get ur arse back. hurry.

im alright i guess

2006-04-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

i guess im alright. tho forgetting himm its aint easy. but i'll try. things are getting alright for me. jux that i guess i stonne too much and start to think about himm and all the fun/happy times. well, life still hav to move on. so im staying away from himm and hope things gets better when he's back from training.

my week sux to the max. drinking and getting wasted started last last saturday. wif out fail. hopefully it should stop soon. otherwise ill grow old real soon. i'll stop finding excuses to make myself happier. i should jux over come it.

holy week was spent in church. thats when times like dat i get to see quite a few ppl that i only get to see twice a year. cox i only attend mass during holy week and christmas.

friday aft mass. meet mari and fourplus outside MoS. fourplus fren got us in thru the vip. it was Tiesto. the king of trance. but mari and me felt it was rather boring. headed to smoove. r&b i like. had great time there dancing and drinking. got all so high that night. i guess i was prolly stuck in the toilet for more den 15mins. puke and headed out to breath some fresh air.

he was there too. chatted and clear up the mess we left behind the previous sat. glad things was not as bad as it seems. but im still sad and hav to put on a fake smile. it hurts. badly.

saturday was celebrating ben wang's bday aft mass. about 11.30pm. headed to crown prince's swensens for supper. yummy yummy. later on was chilling wif mari kr wd xd and colin. all night rubbish.

sunday was crazy. woke up. watched tv programme. headed to aunt's house which i din want to. had dinner. played pictionary wif my cousins was fun. im the overall winner. im jux so good at guessing and drawing sheet. guess i hav the best team mate (my cousin) who noes wad on earth im drawing when the rest doesnt. supper at kallang airport wif kr wd and mari and kbox wif mari and wd. bad singing we hav that night. all thanks to our poor voice.

today was photo shoot. hair cutting. shopping. slacking.

mari and me at MoS.

its suppose to be me xd and mari. came two extras.

anna and me

tiesto at MoS

bestie: thanks for being there when i needed you so much. tho u can console but i really appreciate everything. from the advice you gave to taking time listening to wad eva i say over and over again. thank god i hav you always.

joanne: hey darling. you know i love you too. but right now the love has divided. i will get back to my normal self soon. hope nothing changes in my life. you know he mean alot to me to certain extend. thanks for being there when i need someone to talk to. no more crying i promise. i thank god, i hav you around.

mari: you're the greatest. someone who understand how hav i been feeling and going thru. acting happy in front of others it hurts. u noe.. tho we cant be together. but i still love you. thank god that ur always there.

jy: i noe you do care. you got the long champ bag that i wanted. boo! anyway, HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY. i noe u had fun. my shopping list is coming out soon. love you plenty and i miss you right here in sg.

xinny: HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY. more bling blings.

venetia: thanks babe. that day at mos. tho i din really stay at trance much. but still thanks for consoling and all the picture taking. more soon?!

PLP: your suppose to call me the other day but i dunno why u din. but anyway. jux call me or something your gifts are rotting.

pris: thanks for worrying. im sorry. i din mean to behave like this. thanks anyway. where's my webcam and my clutch bag. huh huh huh. call me soon.

rach: thanks for taking care of me. no more puking i hope. gee.

himm: i hope things din turn out to be like this. no point turning back. you know we can always be like before. you know im always here and there for you. you just know. *plenty huggs*

pictures i say

2006-04-03T02:46:00.000+08:00

sydney. here i come.

rocks market.

darling harbour wif mari.

"come hold my hand" says mari.

stripes.

japanese bbq buffet near kings street.

i miss beef tongue.

crazy ppl fishing in da cold.

casino. see that.

im a member there.

art-sy ppl.

result of not enuff sleep.

chinatown.

we are not mad. we are jux plain CRAZY.

your shoe wif my socks and your socks wif my shoe.

matching out fits i like.

they stink.

breakfast. pan cakes at rocks.

i fell asleep while eating.

babes i love.

pangsais at port stephen's go cart.

we are all ready.

im the worst driver u can eva find.

shower caps are in.

pangsais posing.

putt putt.

i won this.

lovers outside putt putt.

port stephens.

greedy.

save the chips.

we love the sun set.

me, mari, jy and pei ren.

the wall paper at red box.

juzy's bday at the red box.

jy's fav animal.

lyric.

models.

outside star city.

those are pictures

2006-04-01T03:47:00.000+08:00

i miss you now.

the UPS in our lives.

i was high by den.

i forgot her name. clubbing at gas.

her. me. mari and juzy.

golf. not my cup of tea.

first night in sydney.

tah dah. im in sydney.

these are pictures

2006-03-31T02:41:00.000+08:00

ohh lala. i love you.

pangsais finally in sydney.

corn sweet corn.

morning dose of coffee and kisses.

pangsais in action.

it was hot. it was chilly. how?

olympic park.

lesbo.

she wants to grow taller.

jux for this pic. i'll jux stand there. HURRY!!

i was horrified.

art-sy fart-sy.

in the toilet. sydney opera house.

crazy times wif you.

sunny sunny sun i love.

i cant see your face.

am i heavy?

im always having fun wif u. ms clumsy.

i love the waves at bondi beach.

pok and me having fun at bondi beach.

babes in sydney.

pok and me. opp the opera house.

outside the convention.

night view at darling harbour.

woww

2006-03-28T02:19:00.000+08:00

my last entry was in aussie land. din update any further cox i was super lazy and i cannot really remember wad i did there from date to date. so, too bad.

came back on the 13th from sydney. landed about sg time 3.15am. crazy lahx. was sleeping half the time in the plane. skip dinner and all the snacks they offer. i tink it's maddness. cant they see that we were sleeping or something. woke us up jux to ask "lamb or pasta" (oh btw i heard as lemon pasta at first.) "any drinks for you mdm". *shakes head* but i love our seats when we came back. better den first class. having the whole row of seats as a bed. one word "shoik".

aft going through the customs. we left for mari's house. i left my luggage at her place and off we go. tim sim at geylang. was so hungry and tired when we reached. slack a while and off we go. took my luggage and headed home. on my way back i found out i lost my passport. holy sheet. looking high and low for it jux suck badly. fark care about my passport. headed back home to sleep.

woke up early in the morning to get a replacement passport. they end up giving me a temp passport and made me pay 15bucks for that piece of sheet(pronounce as shi-t). met dom and mari at parkway. went kbox to sing our afternoon away. went to collect that sheet made a police report and off i go. home. slack for an hour and headed to paragon for dinner at thai express. not too bad not too bad. walk around town for awhile chill and all headed home.

left for thailand the next day. reached there check in and off we go. shopping time. shopping and eating shopping and eating. the cycle goes on. day 1 day 2 day 3 and day 4. came back wif 22kg. its maddness. things there this time not that nice. but i jux simply dun understand how can i bring back so much stuff. mux be the candles. bought too many of them.

hmm. 17th. 11.45pm back from bangkok. went home. bath and off i go. tim sim yet again. wif the usual. dom mari and their fren. i ended my holiday like dat.

weekends was spent wif himm. i simply love it. every moment. two weeks away from youu really suck. no more please.

wed night was great. clubbing wif my bestie himm and frens gladys pris anna meiyan and frens. awesome. i can neva get enuff. headed back. too tired too tired.

weekends was spent wif himm. movies. dinners. NICE.

jy: thanks for everything. im back here missing you and your clumsyness. plenty of huggs.

mari: hope this whole trip got us closer. thanks for being there when i need someone to listen and give advices. no more attitude please.

bestie: clubbing finally. where's my chomp chomp date? i hope you'll jux support wadeva i do and dun question me. time to come i'll jux tell you everything. plenty kisses.

pris: nah. i update for you le. long enuff??? dun forget my gifts from cambodia. haha.

gladys: thanks for the night.

the past two days

2006-03-08T06:33:00.000+08:00

yesterday we went to the wild life park. went back for dinner and off we go fishing. got bored there the whole time. reached back wash up and tah dah. off to bed.

the day before was spent shopping at dfo and bonds factory outlet. dinner at some jap place that sells yummy yakiniku beef bbq.i tell ya is darm yummy.

actually theres plenty plans to carry. but all of us couldnt wake up.

i'll update soon. when eva i can.

im in sydney

2006-03-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

yes as u can see my heading. im in SYDNEY. wif my girl frens. so unrealistic. is like yesterday we disccuss whether to go sydney or not and tah - dah.. im here wif mari and jy.

reached on saturday about singapore time 9pm beacuse of all the checking in the airport. i felt quite waste of time. had dinner at chinatown. ate steam oyster. tis is the first time i ate tat thing. not bad not bad. went to the harbour for a walk and we end our day like dat.

today we went to the harbour to take some pics. meet jy's sis there. chatted for a while. went to the rocks market. bought some key chains for frens. eat corn and some snacks. tasted something tat taste like play doh and smell like play doh. went for lunch. den to paddys market to waste some time. bought a mambo skirt socks some scrap book stuff and a supre top. tat's all din really spent alot.

went for hillongs concert at the convention hall. super alot of ppl i tell ya. is darm big. slept there awhile. super tired. went to darling harbour. cam whoring. had oporto's chicken. yummy i tell ya. went to the super market called coles. bought plenty snacks for the next few days. went ben's house to slack and back at jy's. bath ate supper and now blogging. i so cannot get use of the time. is like 3 hours early lorx.

should sleep now. nights.

HOT

2006-03-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

today's weather darm farking hot i tell ya. the sun made me super angry and irritated. went to change money and stuff. met mari and kr. chatted awhile and off i go. home. slack. mop the floor and do some luggage packing. im so so tired now.

few more hours and im off to sydney.

very hot very hot

2006-03-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

these days hav been rather HOT. too hot. it reminds me of " very hot very hot. dun talk me me lahx. very hot. " haha.

yesterday - met marilyn at clementi. got to help jy get her books den its off to chinatown and get our visas done. headed to katong for some ktv singing sessions. run some errends.

was in his car. chatting. died laughing and suaning himm. is darm funny lahx. if u noe wad happen. *giggles* went home change slack bath and off i go. zouk.

zouk was boring at first till about 1am it got better and phuture got pack. darm. dance all the way till 3+am. was freaking tired. went home wif pris.

today - Junjia came over to my place and help me pack luggage. packing luggage its jux excuses. she wanted to come over to ran sack my stuff. haha. headed to town.

met himm. make fun of him and lil and off i go. dinner wif bestie junjia and jeremy. haha. had fun making fun of them.

jy: im coming.

mari: wo men yao xiang yi wei ming le.

bestie: i had fun.

my weekends

2006-02-27T02:14:00.000+08:00

friday - met jy. slack around. had dinner at fish and co. send her off. teared aft reading her letter. went home. i ended my day like dat. hmm..

saturday - movie wif marc. movie marathon i tell ya. watched fd3 an unfinished life and brokeback moutain. wah seh. but not bad lahx. at least i dun walk around town doing nothing and erm slack at some coffee house. at least i did something.

sunday - chatting session wif rosanne. cleared up some stuff and continue chatting.

now, home. bored to death and i miss jy. [you hear me] bleahx.

legit gang

2006-02-24T05:48:00.000+08:00

mari: im looking forward for our trip. please study hard for ur exams. dun look forward to play arhx. studies come first. im so waiting for my big big big meal. heehee -huggs-

jy: take care when you're back in sydney. i'll be super uncomfortable for the first week i noe. try not to be so clumsy and try not to loose things anymore. i'll look forward in seeing you in another 2 weeks. wait for me okiex. i love you lahx. -kisses-

fu: please be more sensible okiex. start to listen to others. hope you have learn aft that day's accident. this is a wake up call for you from god. blessing in disguise. start to understand and treasure your family members more. be a better person for youself and not others. your family really loves you and i'll be there for you if you need help (and when i can help lahx). -huggs-

you: well. thanks for everything. your presence really keeps me happy. im your AW not a doll. try to be gental wif my eye lids next time. you still owe me one. haha. always take care. -plenty kisses-

many many

2006-02-24T05:21:00.000+08:00

thinkings? things? words? thots? oh wadeva.

ritz - carlton was not too bad. jux that i was farking under dress lahx. last min call from youu. big pot of earl - grey tea. 3 pieces of mid joint chicken wings that cost farking 15 bucks. 3 mini cheese hotdogs the size of your thumb that cost 15 bucks too. conversations there.. super crazy. "cheers cheers cheers" "the best time of my life is in Singapore".

esplanade's fondue was a lil too much. trying to "return" someone something and hoping for a free ride to bugis and yes, free ride. half a chicken for dinner was way too much. should be the fondue's fault.

headed home aft dinner to change and get ready for clubbing. but they prefer things that everyone of us could do. so last min changes. headed for zero - point. played catching. got mosquito bites. panting like mad people.

went east coast road for supper. couldnt finish even tho i share it wif jy. they added way too much chilli. super spicy. headed to marina south.

i was in his car. they were in fu's car. accident happen while heading there. mari and jy was still in shock when we reach there. things happen. we still continued our way to marina south cox everyone was not feeling right in one way or another. had ice lemon tea and apple pie to clam ourselves.

yesterday. jy lost my stuff. something important/something private. i was not really mad jux went crazy kind. we laugh we serch high and low for it. made plenty plenty calls to look for it. but but but we still cant find it at all. i noe you're apologictic for it. its okiex. clumsy is your nature. i dun blame you anymore. treat me better please.

left her house and headed to parkway to find mari. chill there for awhile and headed for some ktv sessions. sang. played bejeweled. headed to marina south again. this time is for bowling. not bad. i got better score den the previous session.

got a call frm jy saying she lost her passport. omg. how unlucky all of us get. while heading home from marina south. road block. we got down. check our id's. they took such a long time. went to my house's malay stall for supper and all of us headed home and now im heading to bed.

yawn.

big sigh

2006-02-19T15:46:00.000+08:00

yesterday night was suppose to club. but. we din. today's picnic cancel cause i could not wake up. monday's wake board session i'll be the only one going. cox the other two dun wanna ride.

when things plan no one bothers to do it. when things unplan and all u find it boring and nothing to do kind and how come things not planned.

life. people. hard to please.

is it freaky

2006-02-19T02:14:00.000+08:00

now at hhis house slacking. things tat we do on a sunday morning. went to play badminton earlier on. wasnt in a good mood at first tho.

played awhile and this funny person came and started talking rubbish to us. i tink he's crazy tho. said plenty funny things and wasting our time. mayb im not a good person to do such good deed by wasting my time and talking to him.

left aft much talking cox i was super urgent.

now, right now is photo woring. i tink my frens are a lil crazy at this time. alright. i should join them now.

sa-yo!

im

2006-02-17T01:37:00.000+08:00

im so tired, worried and a lil unhappy at the same time. is time for me to pray and half sleep in case my phone rings. i so dunno whether i wanna go to work tomolo or not. tired lahx. worried lahx.

i came home early to put my things into places. certain things. i realise i got too much things. clothes shoes bags cosmetics perfume. mayb u name it i hav it kind. but i neva seem to hav enuff of all those. im always the one complaining.. i got nothing to wear i got no bags to carry. and it jux goes on and on.

whole house is messy-er den before. ask my brother. he wants to keep everything and not throw a single thing a way. it's rather irritating tho. nono. he is always irritating.

hope the time will past slowly. i need some good sleep badly. darling please recover quick. im worried.

oh well

2006-02-16T01:15:00.000+08:00

valentine's day wasnt that bad aft all. tho is not much of wad i wanted. but dun expect anything much is better. had fun. road trip?! had dinner at tuas wif the two guys. food rather small portion. making fun at couples who had flowers. i had grass and cream puff tho. great singing session and of cox.. youur company make my day most. supper at the usual.

today. half dead at work. wanted to jux go back to bed. but mommsie is making so much noise by nagging at me till i get my ass to the toilet and bath. oh gawd.

now now. nitey i say.

fufu & youu: i had fun. hope u did too.

yuyu & mari: please use the present.

this sux

2006-02-13T03:40:00.000+08:00

the feeling of rejection aint good. i din ask anyone to be my bf. if you're thinking on that line. mayb ppl jux dunno wad im up to and wad im tinking. im so glad that jy still can hav cheapo dinner wif me tho i hav cancel the booking.

oh. jy is back from hk. my bestie has jux ended her exams and everyday still dun seem good to me. counting down the days to my brother's graduation. he's being a pest at home or i better start school soon before i knock myself on the wall real soon wif his irritating naggings and irritating face. lucky we dun look like each other. otherwise i got to dislike myself too. wth.

bestie: yay! finally ended ur freaking papers. to meet up please dial " nine zero.....". im waiting for ur call.

jy: hope u did had fun there. thanks for wadeva u bought. at least u still remember me and mari. dun forget tuesday.

mari: kite flying was crazy. breathless. we need some workout for our staminer. mayb guitar freaks help a lil yeah. feeling stronger? haha.

youu: no matter wad...

they are jux photos

2006-02-09T02:13:00.000+08:00

two years back.

tired aft shopping.

pok: wah. so ORIGINALL!

one day in "korea". before i did something to my hair.

he says i look like him.. do we even look alike?

she's my meima. that's pok's hand.

aft mass. cny day 1.

first day of chinese new year aft zouk.

rants

2006-02-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

for the past few days im like so moodless feeling so tired (i guess is due to the medicine and me being sick) dun feel like doing anything.

hav been going to ppl houses to sleep. like my cousins house and nana. so tired i swear. i simply hate wad im doing now... super lazy to go to work. give me one more week and i will try to be hard working again like before. i promise.

bestie: thanks for the bed the tv the food the photo taking the nonsense u told me and everything lahx. i simply love it. love u plenty.

jy: germs spreader. haha. kidding. hav fun in hk. dun forget my gift. my date, u're leaving me to date my bed bcox of ur work. why not supper?? at least we know we got a date on that day. so not soo bad.

mari: 3 stars only.. so slow so easy.. haha. next time next time. again again.

youu: if only..

sick again again

2006-02-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

having bloody headache now. super pain lahx. i tot aft 14 hours of sleep i should be better. but hell no. having bad sore throat at the same time i tink flu is coming. i hate being sick. u fell so restless.

going to bed now. nights

wad a night

2006-02-05T19:14:00.000+08:00

mari came picking me up for supper. chicken steak taste fantastic. i was way too tired to taste it tho. had only 3 hours of sleep the day before and sleepless nights everyday. dancing the whole night through makes me even tired.

but i still enjoy the WEIRD night. wif funny stories. things that i dun get to hear from youu. tho certain things i still cannot understand why youu did it for i mean i dun see a point. but since u're happy wif it erm. den that's good. but wad eva it is. it's in the past so dun hav to feel bad about it anymore.

i dunno wad to do now. i tink i hav screw everything. yes yes yes. everything. i shouldnt hope for anything. i should hav jux stay like the way i was at the begining. screw dup charmaine.

dope

2006-02-04T05:00:00.000+08:00

jux came out from bathing. went some gay pub and tim sim. had fun today. high tea was great tho the cake sux. laughing out loud and getting to noe more rubbish stories about daddy makes me laugh even harder.

later lunch at sakura. looking forward to bytch more wif ashley and cousins.

legit gang: thanks for the night. i had fun and great work out meini. love love.

for you bestie

2006-02-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

please study hard. all the best alright. cant wait for all the stories more bitching shopping cam-wore. u noe i miss u badly. i dun get to talk to you that much. not even on the phone. i dun care. i want to go to ur house and bai nian wif ur ultra cool mother.

you're miss by me badly u hear me.

freaky

2006-02-02T00:18:00.000+08:00

met joanne today and get daddy's christmas cum birthday present. so we headed to raoul. get him a pink tie aft choosing for a long time. cox he din want blue colour tie. so troublesome. aft paying we headed for tea at secret recipie.

chatted for more den 2 hours until this freaky geek started staring at us and following us to everywhere we go. lucky i saw my ex-teacher. he saved us lahx. kinda. haha. but it was super funny cox most of the time joanne and me keep laughing non stop.

dinner was not too bad wif the 3/5 of legit gang. din get to see any fireworks. buildings way too tall and block our view. headed home.

now im tired.

youu: happy 20th birthday. enjoy enjoy. one more year to freedom. which i dun tink u even need it in the first place. wad eva. with love.

bestie: happy lunar new year. share ur ang bao wif me lahx. haha. where are you??? please come back to me.

let me think

2006-02-01T02:37:00.000+08:00

im kinda disappointed. not really becox of last min no majong. it's becox at times i should not be there. i should not hav heard anything. my mind is running wild. very imagine-native i noe.

aft the three days of chinese new year. i hav learn. as u grow older certain occasions you wont be looking forward too. like christmas new year chinese new year birthdays. for me, i would like to sleep my way thru.

nothing seems exciting anymore. lifes such a bore. im still waiting for something to spice up my life. something interesting. mayb the working world i guess.

valentine's day is coming. boring yet again. i dun hav a date. so if anyone wants to date me on dat day. tag me. gee.

mari: mayb late night conversations can bring us closer and talk abt things easier den face to face.

tired-ed

2006-01-31T06:34:00.000+08:00

super tired. went mos jux now. super packed super hot. left there aft 1 hour plus. went for supper at lau pa sat. food sux. played some games and head home.

off to dreamland. tomorrow will be boring. i noe. aggrahx.

youu: i tink i'm going crazy bcox of youu.

happy cny

2006-01-30T15:18:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year to all. i'm so tired. first day of new year i woke up super early for mass. only had 2-3 hours of sleep and got to head to all the pai nians straight aft mass.

fell asleep here and there but is still not enuff. headed to zouk aft dinner wif mari jy gy. was super tired. so all of us left early. yawn. and now i'm still tired. yam cha cancelled. so no pai nian today. might be heading to jy's house later.

bored and sleep.

mood-less

2006-01-28T16:55:00.000+08:00

no mood for cny at all. chinese new year everyone should be happy buying new clothes preparing for the new year. but not me. i got bored of shopping. i dun hav the urge to pai nian wif anyone.

festive mood jux not here. hate it. later goin to my grandma's house for dinner. tho she's not here oready. but it has been a trend to go over for reunion. so this year wont be any diff.

off to change.

road trip?

2006-01-28T06:41:00.000+08:00

it was suppose to be a road trip or was it still a road trip. suppose to check out ford motor showroom dairy farm song house abandon houses but we din go as ford closed for renovation we couldn't find the entrance to dairy farm and lost our way to the song house.

ended up slacking in sentosa. doing crazy things. played true or dare in the end it became dare or dare. played rubbish hitting games and ended wif makeup contest?! haha. it was rather fun lahx. won't be seeing the legit gang over the cny break. but might be goin yuyu's house to pai nian. dunno lahx. still tinking.

i'm so tired. morning to the world.

aggrahish

2006-01-27T01:57:00.000+08:00

i feel like tearing up some stuff that i hav done for at least a week. so much effort. but yet it din turn out the way i wanted. 4 pages and only 1 turn out a lil like the one i sketch. feel so sad now.

a day in town. walking thru and fro. bought nothing. nothing seems to please me. jux things i cant afford. saw a agnes b long sleeve top. nice nice. but is wooping 300+. if i had the money. i wouldn't buy. not now. not this age. let me earn my own bucks first.

had been quarreling wif mom for the past week. i cant stand her naggings no more and quarreling wif me for the slightest things. feeling so irritated when i get back home wanting some slience. but got none.

later will be a better day ahead i noe. so not looking forward for cny. prolly sleep my way thru and not waking up to pai nian. it's useless to hav some of my family members around. i simply dun get to enjoy.

mom will nag at all the food i eat. blog later if i'm free.

legit gang: i want to hav some fun before everyone gets busy busy. lobe lobe.

i ruin it

2006-01-26T06:01:00.000+08:00

and yes. aft i hav tune back to the normal sleeping time. i hav ruin it today. went clubbing wif pris, dior, gladys and gladys's cousin and sis. i so tired. almost fall asleep in zouk. so boring.

bestie: wad the hell. will they stop packing u up like canned food. i got so much to tell u and u got so much to share wif me. i hate it lahx. come back to me when u're having holidays. i cant wait.

junjia: yes! you nana and gladys is like super busy. so dun say i'm not free this time round.

mari: i love you and please kiss me. haha.

so gonna kill myself

2006-01-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

i already dun hav enuff sleep or should i say sleepless nights. coming home early to rest and there my mother. keep nagging and talking to me. i to her i dun wanna listen. but she jux continue. giving me a big headache.

eye bags coming out. i'm super tired and super cannot sleep. now i tink doctors cannot even help me. full of shit.

bestie: we shall see how okiex. this days super no mood. and so yes! we hav not meet for 3 months. u tell me lahx. where got best frens dun meet often one. fark u skool seriously.

dead zombie

2006-01-22T14:36:00.000+08:00

breakfast at oscar's was tiring. tho i like the atmosphere. it was great. the whole place was like ours. until this lil boy came down for breakfast. we left. aggrah. i forgot to take a pic and show u guys. aggrah.

nownow. i'm like a dead zombie. super tired. can kill any aliens right now if i see any. gosh. are there aliens in the first place. oh, wadeva.

the stituation is getting worse and out of hand. u shock me by shouting at me. crying jux becox of one word and there's nothing to be scared at all. doing things to hurt others. please jux control yourself will you.

wadeva. i told u i can kill anyone i see now. oh by the way. violence cannot solve anything. afternoon.

dumb

2006-01-21T04:29:00.000+08:00

jux finish mopping the floor. i noe its crazy to mop the floor at this hour. i can't sleep and i got back late today. many unfinish stuff waiting for me to do. but i'm jux plain lazy.

i scolded myself dumb dumb stoopid. plain dumb and stoopid. i said no three times in a roll. why would i do that?? now all i can do is to be angry wif myself for being so dumb and stoopid. and stoopid and dumb at the same time. aggrah.

wad eva lahx. it's my fault anyway!!!

bestie: i noe this time it's my fault. but u're at fault too. if i dun call u.. u tink u'll call me??!

yuyu: love my present? bring over to sydney. when u tink of me.. take it out and see.

sharks

2006-01-20T05:50:00.000+08:00

10 mins to 6am and i'm veri awake. i tired reading my book and hopefully i go to bed soon. jux before my eyes close. i simply jux walk tot the toilet. brush my teeth and wash my face and ta-dah i'm super awake now. see see. i should hav done it earlier before i start to read my mag and book. crap lahx.

i want to sleep!!! i noe is not healthy. i want my sleep back. this is aint helping. counting sheeps make me even more awake. no joke.

you: shitters! i miss you!!!

crap

2006-01-20T04:00:00.000+08:00

it's 4am in the morning and i'm still super awake yet tired. i can't sleep. i simply can't sleep. is like i only slept for 3 to 4 hours a day. i'm super tired but my mind jux does not want to go and rest. is it because i got lots of things un-done. fark. i'm jux lazy to it. packing my room is not easy. i got to tink of where to start. always when i tired too and give up eventually.

fufu is back. but things din seem right. i shall not poke into pther ppl's affairs anymore. dun wanna get skin.

my toe bleed again. i tink i better do something about it. hope it recover before chinese new year. otherwise no nice shoes to wear. only mayb my gold brikis?!

got to head down paragon later. early to meet shirlina to get keegan's cny clothes. if not he got nothing to wear. poor boy.

ohh ohh. and i jux perm my hair. i look mayb 2years older den my age. but wad is done it's done. i can't undo it. no spare cash.

yuyu: let's go get your cny clothes. it's jux next week.

mari: nice update huh! curles laters!!!

fufu: i tink u're goin crazy soon. do something about it. mayb by not thinking it helps.

you: ouch. actually the hair looks fine aft awhile.

substitute

2006-01-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

fufu. aggrah. it has been 10 days since i last saw u. can't wait to see u tomolo. you. it has been 3 days since i last saw u. yuyu. it has been 2 days since i last saw u. marilyn. it has been 4hours since i last saw u.

tomorrow tomorrow is the day. i can't SLEEP!!! HELP!!!

it's raining man amen

2006-01-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

i finally got to sleep at 8am this morning. trying to irritate all my frens by calling them and ask them to wake up before i fell asleep. oh man i couldn't sleep at all and i'm getting more and more awake as the hour past. 3hours of sleep tats all for today.

couldn't really sleep cox i dun want to miss my appointment wif marilyn again. woke up every hour/half an hour to check the time. about 11plus i woke up and jux stare at the ceiling until she called me and decide where to meet.

it was still super sunny when i left the house. by the time we reach bugis. downpour. wtf rite?! i noe. so shop a round bought some stuff and headed for late lunch at mos. slack crap slack crap that's all we did.

walk to funan. i need to go to the bank to help my mother change money for cny. and we walk to chinatown. yesyesyes. we walk whole day long. no point of taking a bus since its so near. jalan jalan around chinatown before we sit down eat crap and slack again.

headed home aft dinner. now now i can't sleep again. despite sleeping for 3 hours i'm still super awake now. help. i need to get drunk in order to sleep now lahx. aggrah.

bestie: in case u din read wad i tag back. aggraah. u evil. see u can't meet me yet again. how many times u wanna break my lil heart? but, i still love u lahx?!

marilyn: so legit.

darm it's raining again

2006-01-17T16:17:00.000+08:00

i'm suppose to go to the bank before meeting marilyn. i couldn't wake up at all. slept too early last night. slept at abt 7am. someone please jux kill me. i want to sleep at normal hours. guess. i got to like not sleep for the next two days in order to go back tot he normal routine.

is raining outside and i cannot collect my stuff. stoopid whether. makes me wanna roar out loud. boo! wad eva. i'm going to pray for the rain to stop.

laters!

fun time flies

2006-01-16T02:49:00.000+08:00

when ya having fun. u always realise the time past jux way to fast. yuyu is back. she left me wif my pangsai partner in sg over the weekends. evil lahx. but i'll forgive u aft wad u hav bought back for us. but we still had our own fun.

crazy things have been happening. so i hav finally tot of my new year resolution. try to speak more english cox i tink it sux big time now and brush up my grammer. aiya. wad eva u spelt it. plenty things to do later.

off to bed.

yuyu: thanks.

marilyn: i'm sorry. for my attitude.

sunshine aft rain?

2006-01-15T02:55:00.000+08:00

jux as i was telling my mom. oh, finally stop raining. and in a few mins down pour. oh wtf. today ish jux one of the super boring and no where to go saturday. i hurt my toe at raffles city while going up to life baby. super pain super alot of blood. ouch.

din see any nice bags coming my way. no idea why there isn't. i jux need a bag for cny lahx. but i dun want to use it jux once kind. i want the casual ones. but nothing simply caught my eye. shopping these days bore me. i guess is due to not enuff sleep.

i got planes for next sat. is grandpa's birthday. i tink he's 95 this year if i neva get it wrong. got to bake a cake for him. i jux feeling so lazy lahx.

i'm tired. yawns.

bestie: please take care of yaself. dun fall sick again.

not raining anymore

2006-01-14T02:21:00.000+08:00

wow. aft raining cats and dogs for the past week. finally stop. thou is rather chilly outside. went chinatown for dinner wif mom. walk the hua shi. farking lotsa ppl. they keep steping on my feet. i hate it lahx. met mari there and headed to my place.

jux came back from tong sui cafe not long. the food simply doesn't taste as nice as wad i saw on tv. cheat my feelings only and practically everything almost sold out. aggrah.

you: if u noe that ur old enuff to take care of yaself den why are u always sick. is time to take care of ur body before u get lotsa old ppl sickness and yes i do care.

jux some pictures

2006-01-13T16:21:00.000+08:00

new year.

crazy things i do at the airport.

waiting for pok to get her ass out of the plane.

new year new look.

irritated

2006-01-12T04:18:00.000+08:00

i tink is time for you to realise and start caring abt how others feel. things u say mayb hurting others unintentionally. but if u do that on purpose to show the person that u dun bother can't be bothered. congrads u hav made it.

feeling irritated and disappointed at the same time.

thank you

2006-01-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

super bored and cold. went chinatown this aftnoon to get my cheong sam. bought some stuff. all i need now is a new bag and a pair of new shoes. i'll be happily dip dope. i miss the LEGIT person right now. neva fails to irritated me and tell me his problems. come back fast mr. LEGIT. i say lets do it when ur back. wah pengx. another 8 more days can. is not worse as missing that particular person.

you: thanks for the gift. i love it. i love the stoopid prezzie that u had been hunting. merry xmas lahx. dun forget my 2006 one will do.

midnight maddness

2006-01-10T05:25:00.000+08:00

mood swings yet again. i hate it lahx. cravings for chilli crab but no one ish gonna buy for me. middnight maddness... fun fun fun. watched the family stone. taking silly crazy pics. playing crazy games. touring around west side. moment of silence. scaring ourselves like no ones business. having macs as desserts. tiaming under a big umbrella. when can we do it again?!

ah fu: hav a safe trip. come back wif prezzies okiex. i hav been a good girl for the longest time.

gladys: happy 19th birthday. sorry for not joining. hope u had fun.

bestie: yes. please call me soon.

yuyu: love me more.

mari: when can we meet again to get our chinese new year clothes?!

you: and i miss u once again.

so cold

2006-01-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

raining for the past few days makes me wanna sleep more. yawn. 4 more days and ah fu'll be gone for a week. dat means lesser meetings. aggrah. wadeva. off to bed.

i guess i'm alright

2006-01-07T01:25:00.000+08:00

listening to the only song mari noes how to play. playing true or dare, some rubbish hitting games got me high.

can someone tell me the meaning of love? i tink it's complicated. will anyone understand the true meaning to it and apply it?

plain boredom

2006-01-06T03:32:00.000+08:00

shop. slack. shop. slack. eat. slack. shop. home. that's my day. but i'm shock yet happy before heading home.

so that's my day of shopping. slacking. shopping. slacking. eating. slacking. shopping.

gladys: i'll neva eva let u drink again. u're super noisy when u're super duper high. please control.

bestie: i miss ya and ur mambo bag is still wif me.

new hair cut

2006-01-04T23:02:00.000+08:00

went for a hair cut today. new look for the new year. la dee dum. let u guys see the pics next time super lazy to upload them into my computer. got my new sunglasses from auntie. looking forward to use it and now i guess i need to get a super tiny umbrella. raining everyday. aggrah.

everything is over!

jiayu

2006-01-04T01:24:00.000+08:00

everything happens for a reason. u'll grow stronger and forget all abt it soon. jux remember u'll always hav me and keegan to lean on. love ya!

you

2006-01-03T04:16:00.000+08:00

you're back! hav u eva realise when ur around, i'll stay or be super quiet. i doubt so. u neva notice my presence!

2006

2006-01-01T03:05:00.000+08:00

happy new year ppl. time flies so fast dat i din take notice of so many things. i hope 2006 will be a better year for me. more time to catch up wif my frens. more time to do more things. time slimply pass way too fast. before u noe it.. it's like end of the year. seconday school memories is jux like yesterday and i so miss the polka dotted uniform and the peeps there.. they are simply great. of cox not forgetting all my outside frens and churchy ppl.

things hav change, ppl hav change. guess all of us are growing way too old for our age. this sux. i miss the childish us where we live a care free life. omg. i tink i sound old here. wad eva it is. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

bestie: is 2006 now. so much of u sayin wanna club wif me before 2005 ends yeah. today u PS me in church. do wad wardens. hmp! plus when i call u, u din even bother abt me. good lorx. now got charlene and jo-n dun want me le. hmp!

gladys: say meet before 2005 ends. say meet asap. but u guys simply too busy for me le. when u free dat time den see how lahx. k.

yuyu and meini: i love every meetings we meet.

10 things my bestie disappoints me

2005-12-29T14:43:00.000+08:00

as my title says.. and i goin to list them out. u evil women. aggrah. haha.

1. tua me for christmas mid night mass.
2. rather go clubbing wif her frens den me before this year ends when she promise.
3. call me to go chomp chomp when i'm sick. when the chomp chomp date suppose to happen so long ago.
4. when i'm sick neva ask me to take care but ask me to go and see a doc.
5. when i needed her, she's too busy for me!!!
6. we are suppose to travel to taiwan or thialand next year. but due to her stoopid skool. there isn't holidays for her till dunno when.
7. make me do things for her, den timing clash and i got to throw away the stuff.
8. promise me to cook chili crab for me to eat year ago and now i still hav not taste it.
9. owes me all the prezzies for dunno how many occasions le.
10. she's an ass.

but over all.. I STILL LOVE HER!!!

i miss

2005-12-29T03:47:00.000+08:00

i'll go through all ways and all means to make myself happy. i miss the carefree and dun care about a shit attitude. i miss the shopping freely life and buying senseless stuff and scold myself dumb aft buying.

i miss the super crazy self. practically i miss the original charmaine. now the charmaine is fake btw. life jux sucks. but i'm glady when everytime it suck. something nice or good will come by myway. but it's only for awhile. better den nothing i noe. wad can i ask for?!

life now is a lil superficial. but i'm glad i still hav frens around me willing to hear wads inside me. but den again, i dunno wads inside me. stoning keeps me thinkin at times. thinking of wad?! please dun ask me. i dun even noe.

i jux miss myself and miss u.

mari pok is back!

2005-12-27T03:07:00.000+08:00

and i can tell ya.. i miss her so.. and will u please write a list of wad u dun like so i can prevent myself!! other den chocs, cakes and zhu za tang u dun eat. may i noe is there anymore???! bleahx.

few more days before u come back.

pictures to show.

2005-12-26T16:23:00.000+08:00

some of the photos i got from my frens taken on christmas day itself. was freaking sick oready. i had a wonderful day.. keegan too.

woke up freaking late and bath, changed and headed down to auntie agnes's house for christmas party. is a party wif alot of ppl that i dun noe. as usual. nothing special. my aunt is always inviting weird ppl. dun understand at all. is a party of the family not outsiders kind. haix. wad so eva.

jiayu came to pick me up and we headed to my church for mass. dunno why this year it seems like not many ppl attended the mass. so different from the previous years. i was looking forward to see many faces but but but. haix. even my bestie din come down. she lied to me. aggrah.

aft exchanging prezzies. me and jia went to find fu at lucky chinatown. saw jack. left. went to eat at hk cafe. and headed to east coast park to play sparklers. reached home bath and say good night to the world.

merry christmas to one and all

2005-12-24T04:37:00.000+08:00

couldn't sleep. coughing to death again and my brother is being an irritating ass. i can't wait till he moves out of the house. 5years is freaking long i tell ya.

i hav long plans ahead. hopefully i enjoy. if not, i'll be coughing myself to death. woo. jux remembered i jux got flu too. Jiayu, so much of togetherness yeah. i want to take plenty pics later, so i can upload them. new cam is coming on my way later. looking forward.

party/gathering at auntie agnes place, followed by mass wif jiayu and meet ups wif my bestie. how exciting u tell me. it won't be any funner when u're so farking sick and when u can't sleep at all.

lil keegan is sleeping soundly now. goin to accompany him. more updates when i can be bothered.

coughing myself to death

2005-12-23T13:50:00.000+08:00

aggrah. i can't sleep the whole night. i guess is all thanks to all the cold drinks i'm still taking in. but see is the festive season and everyone wanna hav some fun. wad the hell. i keep joking to mari and jiayu dat i'm goin to die soon and my last words are........... rubbish!

in a few mins time i'm goin to be the maria of the house. haha. i need to mop the floor. a super sick person like me goin to die.. still need to mop the floor. how evil can my mom get?! aggrah. i need a maria.

wadeva. i jux dun feel the festive mood at all.

my throat hurts

2005-12-23T04:12:00.000+08:00

hohoho. "it's christmas time and time for a carol". is like 2 more days to christmas and my throat hurts like hell and coughin non stop does not help much either.

my eyes are closing now. jux came back from jiayu's house from a game of majong. yawn. mari is leaving for bangkok later. aggrah. so it means no one will be asking me out during weekends. this sux lahx. anyway.. hav fun there babe.

tomolo will be a better day and i miss him so.

i give up!!!

2005-12-22T03:51:00.000+08:00

neva and i say neva will i play such games anymore. i hate sinking in. i hate and i hate. i started all these and i wanna stop all these too. yes yes. wad eva i do and done. is pointless. i give up i give up. i shouldn't hav been such a busy body. i shouldn't i shouldn't. now i'm sitting here typing senseless stuff. i noe i noe.

is jux me, myself and i. no more no more. aggrah. i hate to feel this way!

jia you is back

2005-12-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

since she's back.. i hav been hang out wif her. me and her only. outing is on wed. i'm looking forward...

JunJia & Gladys : sorry. i was having pms. din want to show u guys attitude.

waiting waiting and waiting

2005-12-01T16:33:00.000+08:00

i'm waiting for the time to knock off. tomolo is my last day in this office. dunno whether will they extend me or not. i hope so. so it means more money rolling in to my account. haha. dt it means i can go and get some stuff dat i like.

i jux book two scrap lessons for 9th and 10th. woo. hope it's fun. mummy will be like saying "you better show me wad u hav done." cox i'm normally very frickle minded and does not keep hobby for long.but this time, i'm really enjoying wad i hav done. thou is not alot. but i'll take a step at a time. yeah.

today suppose to meet junjia and gladys. but, haix. not meeting anymore. so it means i can slack at home and mayb start on a page. o0f scrap booking or mayb christmas cards. bubt will see if whether i'm not lazy or not. gees.

alright. i need to get back to work and wrap up on todays work. see you peeps tomolo. ciao.

bestie: remember to lossen up a lil yeah. love ya.